Your attitude towards any experience or activity is a matter of personal choice. Find ways to be in joy on each step of your journey and open your mind and allow yourself to honestly look at anything that is holding you back or hindering you in any way. Choose for yourself how you want your life to be and discard anything that no longer resonates with your highest good.
Number 954 relates to number 9 (9+5+4=18, 1+8=9) and Angel Number 9.
NUMEROLOGY - The Vibration and Meaning of Numbers